You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare-

Little parts of my body are starting to die. They are tearing off themselves from my body.

Haha, I am sure that my latest look is rather scary, with the super dark circles and eyebags, or let's say it is very haloween! :P I have started to feel the nerves, the tensions that every candidates is wearing, And yet the contracdictions I felt just now-Apparently my tuition teacher is trying to calm us down by saying things like how unreal/unfair SPM or any other examinations is, because everyone will define you by a sheet of paper.That is hitting me hard. Argh.

I mean, what is the point again? I actually used all those so-called rewards to convince myself to study hard, to go for it.Poor thing, I told myself this morning, I am so pathetic that I had have to use hideous things like a dental surgery or a Canon s90 as traps to make myself study harder. Each time when I am falling asleep while flipping those books, I wave a picture of a Coach tote or a Gucci purse in front of myself, just to keep me awakening. Great.

No,I am not being emo lah. Just some sudden thought again. Ah, a good thing to remember: I talked to my idol..Oh well not anymore, now we are goodfriends, like buddies! Anyway we talked for like 1hour and it was good :) He is hilarious yet childish! :P I promised him a sunflower on 20th of Nov(I am giving you hints to guess who he is, in case if you are wondering) and he actually smiled for like, 5 seconds lol.
Such a cute guyman! :)

Last of all, I just want to tell every of my friends who are getting yourselve into this war, that we studied for 5 to 6 years and this is the moment for us to mark down every single thing we have learnt. This is the very last war we are going through(or not, if you are going form6) in our high school life, so let's work it! Haha I am not being nice, just trying to make myself more um..motivated! Haha!
And 5A Xiao! Let's Prove It. ;) I want to see our form teacher's face when she saw us getting flying colors shit :DDD We can do it! Love you all. :)

Last but not least, let's hope that this will be my last post before 21th of November :)