So, here we are again-

I don't have double chin stop looking ;)
AH When will SPM end? (3 Weeks to go, I am couting it everyday) It is true that when it gets start, it will soon end(quote Huili) So I better list down what am I going to be after SPM or else I might just live in vain for 4 months before college! Oh I almost forgot to tell you that I am moving out next year( not 100% confirm yet but most likely to) because the distance between where and I stay and Nottingham campus is simply ricdiculous. I have never been living alone, wonder how does it look like? Who is gonna cook for me? Do I still get to watch tv? Since none of my friends is going there, am I gonna live alone in a tiny room with nothing but a smelly bed and small table? OMG. That sounds crazy!
Anyone heading Nottingham campus looking for a room mate? I am good in doing housechore, I can drive and I have a car... Oh well, too early to worry about all these huh?

Moving on. As you can see in the picture, my hair is getting longer! :D After having short hair for almost 13years, Imma gonna have long hair :) I can't wait to see how it is gonna look like! Should I dye my hair? I definitely love natural dark brown hair color but I like the deep black color I naturally own now. Well, we'll see aite :)

4 papers left. Everyone's anxious/exciting/still worry! Haha.
Things that I am looking forward after Ze SPM:
-Class trip!
I am so looking forward to this! This will be the first and maybe the last time we spend time having fun together :( I am so gonna miss every single of them. Love you 5 A XIAO!

-Jobs (winks to Tina)
Jobs jobs jobs! I don't mind jumping around in a lion or penguin custom, or standing all day long to give out flyers and sell this and that,I can work @ X'mas, new year eve and all the celebration days..Pls gimme all the jobs! :P

-SHOPPING!!!!
Oh I don't think I can shop much since I am saving up for so many gadgets such as camera, mp3/ipod, macbook and so on. Oh yeah I am a gadget craze who can hardly affort any :( But then I still need to shop for college clothes right? And shoes and bags of course :P

Gotta run. :)

如果没有你 没有过去-

我在想.如果不是那可怕的距离.我们会怎样.
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相机要坏了所以照片很难看.请见谅. :)

Stupid mister Sunflower spideroldman uncle Cross :P 我的偶像 :) 死八公竟然骗我讲他在着次演出只是路人甲一个.原来他是压轴之一.死老人家(你吓死我了啦! 怎么可以厉害成那样? ) 无论如何,记得你答应过我的东西.做不到你就死定了.你知道吗在你把双脚贴在墙上剩一只手在地板撑着你笨重的身体..OK,强而有力杀死人不偿命的性感体魄时,我真的很想...冲上台拉你的手! :PPP 你怎么可以这么厉害!还有还有.我也好希望你可以剪回短发.好可惜手集团不让你剪. :) 头发就快比我长了!
JIMMYJIMMYJIMMY! 他不是人.他是神.很变态的神.如果你也看过这场表演.我肯定你也会有一样的想法.我真的觉得自己是一个很幸运的人.因为自己的偶像到最后总是变成好朋友.JIMMY是一个很温柔很谦虚的好男人来的:P 我还记得大概4年前,我只敢在远远的地方看着他.还要挣扎很久很久后才敢叫他,和他说话拍照.可是现在,只要眼神交接,他就会给我很熟悉很亲切的笑容.可以和神做朋友的感觉很爽! X)

死TONY!死TONY死TONY死TONY!有表演竟然没有告诉我!这是一个很不好玩的惊喜!幸好你那100KM以外都看得出的特征让我认出了你.在看表演的时候我还一直很不相信,因为你说你再也不会回来打了.死人头!TONY也是我其中一个偶像变朋友的朋友.我还很清楚的记得,以前我为了他喊到隔天讲不到话的死人样. :P 不要在整天为工作不眠不休了啦.你以为你还20岁啊. :P
JUNXIANG :) 谢谢你 :) 很奇怪吧我们的友情竟然是在你离开中华以后才成长的.在我初一的大汇演,你背几十个大人物的名字可是在我脑海里留下深刻印象的哦. 你还本曾经是我朋友的男朋友哈哈! 还是谢谢你 :)
梦无界. 不需要我夸张的叙述. 你知道的. 你知道. 他们总是很可怕的.

One night and one more time-

Okay. I am really scared now.4days to go ONLY omg. :( I totally think that I am going to screw it up I don't know why, Yes I have been studying but its like so much more to go and I am out of time (speaking of which, I don't know why am I here now, either!) Yet, some of the candidates (my friends la) who seems so relax now keep on telling me how important it is to calm down right before SPM, They even said that we should stop touching any books from now onwards! That is impossible for me to do though, as I am so damn afraid of Sejarah, I mean, I really don't want a D in my SPM certificate, I have to at least score a credit kan?
Furthermore, I am so going to suicide if I score a D or worse in Malay because that means I won't be able to go to my ideal college and thus the end of my life.Yes it is THAT serious.
Geez I am really scare la!!

PLS WISH ME LUCK because I really need a lot of it. :(

We will run this down tonight-

Hello. Surprise?
Wore a Zara organic tee, Nike pants, socks from Japan(souvenir from an uncle).
Acting insane in the middle of one night, after studying for hours, I think.
I sort of want to stop everything right now. IDK why.

I am aiming lower.Haha, After seeing all those real hardworking students around me. Those who told me that most of the gourvement school students do not study, You guys are/were blind.== Qidong,Jayjay and I was, literally the only 3 CH students in Perpustakaan Kuala Lumpur in the past few days.MG,I know.I went there for days. Because since "people" complained that I made noise at book cafe.No choice. No I am not complaining about being complained by the others because yes,I did made some noise, just wished that they could have something calls guts to come to me and tell me about it instead of saying things behind my back.Anyway,Buibui missed me.Haha!

About the "Aiming lower" thing.Yeah I am quite serious about it. I have enough, I can't carry all these pressures with me everyday. I will eventually break down and forget everything.It is not like I am going to stop studying at all, but just to relax and maybe slow down a little. My daily routine in last week was: wake up, breakfast, study, tuition/lunch, home, shower, online(haha!), study, sleep.
No, I can't take this anymore. What is the point if I am not happy with it? I don't care how important a straight As SPM certificate is anymore. Furthermore, never think that I can score straight As anyway.Lol.
I WILL work on English, Science, Economy, Book-keeping, Maths and Chinese.
I will TRY TO work on malay and sejarah. But I am not going to pull myself onto anything I am not comfortable with.
And that including you

I was kind of glad that we almost had a fight. But too bad it was just an almost.
Hehe.

Oh, And I bet you are not even surprise that I have updated and broke my own promise, again. :P

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare-

Little parts of my body are starting to die. They are tearing off themselves from my body.

Haha, I am sure that my latest look is rather scary, with the super dark circles and eyebags, or let's say it is very haloween! :P I have started to feel the nerves, the tensions that every candidates is wearing, And yet the contracdictions I felt just now-Apparently my tuition teacher is trying to calm us down by saying things like how unreal/unfair SPM or any other examinations is, because everyone will define you by a sheet of paper.That is hitting me hard. Argh.

I mean, what is the point again? I actually used all those so-called rewards to convince myself to study hard, to go for it.Poor thing, I told myself this morning, I am so pathetic that I had have to use hideous things like a dental surgery or a Canon s90 as traps to make myself study harder. Each time when I am falling asleep while flipping those books, I wave a picture of a Coach tote or a Gucci purse in front of myself, just to keep me awakening. Great.

No,I am not being emo lah. Just some sudden thought again. Ah, a good thing to remember: I talked to my idol..Oh well not anymore, now we are goodfriends, like buddies! Anyway we talked for like 1hour and it was good :) He is hilarious yet childish! :P I promised him a sunflower on 20th of Nov(I am giving you hints to guess who he is, in case if you are wondering) and he actually smiled for like, 5 seconds lol.
Such a cute guyman! :)

Last of all, I just want to tell every of my friends who are getting yourselve into this war, that we studied for 5 to 6 years and this is the moment for us to mark down every single thing we have learnt. This is the very last war we are going through(or not, if you are going form6) in our high school life, so let's work it! Haha I am not being nice, just trying to make myself more um..motivated! Haha!
And 5A Xiao! Let's Prove It. ;) I want to see our form teacher's face when she saw us getting flying colors shit :DDD We can do it! Love you all. :)

Last but not least, let's hope that this will be my last post before 21th of November :)

I am proud to say I Love you-

I wasn't ready for this, for This Is It. My body was shaking.But I did control my emotions thus no tears during the movie.(okay, maybe a little at first) It was wonderful. He was so so good, as energytic as everyone else. His voice was perfect, nothing different compare with what I've heard from the CDs. He looked a bit weak, but definitely wasn't even tired. He was very passionate, he gets into everything:the vocal, the music,the cheorograhpy, the lights and so on. Still as humble as he did in the past 49years. Always smiling, speak softly...Watching the whole movie was like watching a concert through screen. I don't rate it, you know how perfect he can be.
You can get to know how friendly and humble MJ was through the movie, as one of the most influencing persons of all, he did not act like a superstar, instead, he took everyone as his family, he cherished them, he talked and laughed with them, he apologized when he made mistakes, he explained softly when someone else made one. I wonder if people who went to his concert would have knew that he worked so hard for very single thing if he didn't die, if the concert went on perfectly like everbody expected.
It breaks my heart to see him dancing at the rehearsal, In his former concerts, his move was crazily perfect, so powerful that you can actually see the lights spotting on him and he was sparkling like a diamond, but you can't expect him to dance as perfect as he was in his climax, after all, he was almost 50 in the rehearsals. It was nearly unbelieveable that he could still dance that well at the age of 49. All the dancers around him were very young and strong, but nobody was shined as he did. He was perfect, he always was.
MJ,I miss you, I miss you so badly that I often dreams about you, that you were alive and tell everybody that it was just a joke you made, that you were the dancing machine on the stage again, that you hold the children's hands and sing "Heal the World" again... I still want you back, I still wish that it was a fake news. But you are gone, you had left us. I hope that you had some great time before you left, I hope that you know everyone misses you like crazy. You will always,always be the king of pop.No one will ever get to replace you, because you are the one.
And I am proud to be your fan, I am proud to be. I love you from the bottom of my heart, and once again, may you rest in peace and see you in like, 50 years later?

I miss you.

Despite the sad feelings I had during the movie, I had a great day with Jens and Penn :) It was absolutely a guilty pleasure day haha, After all it has been decades since I last shopping! I didn't buy any clothes though, just some floral hairclips and a floral vintage ring(Love!) I am getting crazier and crazier for floral ;) So you know what to do @ X'mas and my birthday lah! :P We had lunch at Gardens cafe(Penn and I treated Jens for lunch) and dessert at Haagen-Daaz(Thank you Jens, for the treat!) Oh and Penn bought me stickers from Paul Frank! Love you,sei gay lou :D
All the pictures are with Penn, so I will only upload and do a proper post about it next time, Speaking of which, I have so many delayed posts :X I will update them, one by one haha.
I saw my Canon s90, It's not as expensive as I thought, 1700+ bucks "only"! But Penn recommended s11, which is a semi-pro and it cost 1800++..Hmm, Still thinking!

Underneath the moon, underneath the star ; Here's a little heart, for you-

Γεια σας κόσμο! (hello world) I am learning Greek recently, from Google! Haha wtf! I am just kidding, I can't even figure out what any of those weird symbols stand for. :S Can't imagine how would I survive when I go there and wait for the day I die. If you are not a very close friend of mine, I am pretty sure that you have 1 or 2 question marks above your head. Haha! It is my personal Wilson-plan. My last wish of my life is to die in Greece. I am lazy to tell the whole story now though. :P

I watched The Cloudy With A Chance Of Meat Balls today before going Perijaya for another round of seminar.It was funny and all but I personally like Up better. It is a good movie for you to laugh and temporaily forget the stress of your life and so on, I don't mind seeing ice-creams falling from the sky someday though, It should be fun and cooling!haha so lame! Oh and let me tell you a little secret, I always love cartoon-movies. :P Guess that's they only part of my girly side huh? My favourite director(of cartoon movies of course) is Tim Burton, I mean, he never fails me! From The Nightmare before Chirstmas, to Corpse Bride, Coraline and (coming up next) Alice in The Wonderland, his witchy-twichy, scary yet funny movies always makes me feel sooo wanna be a kid again! You should watch all his movies, seriously. :)

Ah geez, Am I addicted to typing or something?Why am I typing so many nonsence nowadays?Aiyo.

20days left.Time to FUZE UP! I will be updating my blog for less than twice a week. More than 8hours of study per day, strictly no outings(for which,I think I have been doing this quite good!) except for this Sunday.Work it!
Anyway,I am setting a little award/target for myself:
7As= A dental plastic surgery, A Canon s90, A Coach tote, a Gucci purse and 1000bucks for shopping :D
6As= A dental plastic surgery, A Canon s90, A Coach tote and 800 bucks for shopping :)
5As= A dental plastic surgery, A canon s90 and 500 bucks for shopping :]
4As= A dental plastic surgery and 300 bucks for shopping :(


Yeah babe,Let's do it! And ADD OIL MY DEAR FRIENDS AND EVERYONE FROM 5AXIAO! :DD